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(The one with the smexy hat)
Name - Jenny
Nicknames - Jennifer, Jenny, Jen, Jennenifer, Pockets, Arakhne, Akiwombo, Special K, Juniper, Damali, Illyria, Rin, Genma, Prop Mistress Eternal, Queen's Lady #2, Tragedian #3, Ela Delahay, Banquo, The Anti-Snarfle, Ponce de Leon! Conqueror of Florida!, Jean Grey, Fatty MacFatterson, Pain (Sarah's Minion (Annie is Panic))
Age - 18. That's right. I can buy pr0n, cigarettes, vote, and get legally executed! PIMP.
Country - USA. Woot. *waves flag*
Likes - Martial Arts. Yum.
Dislikes - I don't like dieing. It's a bit uncomfortable and it kinda tickles.
Watching - Advent Children... Why am I not that awesome?
Reading - Hanakimi
Playing - WoW, Dirge of Cerberus, FFVII
Listening - my fan creaking as it spins
Eating - frosted tree-shaped pretzels
Drinking - BAWLS!
Singing - Various RENT songs...
Mood - *gnaws on stapler* Guess.



I handcuffed || K, Yuki Eiri, Annie Bananie, Manuel, and Kenshin!!!

K-san is my soulmate!

Other Characters

Annie's Blog
Matt's Blog
Ziggy's Blog
Annie's Other Blog
The Mormon's Blog
Amy's Blog
Ross's Blog
Sarah's Blog
Sam's Blog
Sarah Short-One's Blog
Sarah/Rachel's Blog
Justin's Blog
Brittany's Blog
Anderson's Blog
Ziggy's Blog

The Red Noses Blog



"That rated a -3 on the manliness scale."
- Kiros
"trans-dimensional stupidity"
-Mr. White

"Life is like a group improv."

"If love were pain, I would beat you to an inch of your life." -Matt Patterson

"Sir, we have Sephiroth on line three..." - Electronic Gaming Monthly

"'Ring! Ring!' The house exploded." - Mr. Rozelle

"ground beef poptart." - Me.

"Canada counts as Europe." - Me.

"OurSpace: The Commnunist Solution to MySpace." - The offspring of Jannie.

"English doesn't borrow from other languages. English follows other languages down dark alleys, knocks them over and goes through their pockets for loose grammar." - Zee Oni-con Shirt

"I can only meditate clockwise." - Phillip

"*pulls out knife* Say it and you're losing 'em." - Brian

"I remember back when we didn't have the sun." - Matt Patterson

"Can I get 200 goldfish and a slingshot, please?" - Brewster

"32 bit n00b." - Brewster


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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

"Cold as a well-digger's belt buckle."

"If you can't take the heat, get out of the kitchen!"

"Baby needs a new pair of shoes..."

"I'm your huckleberry!"

"Even the wise cannot see all ends."

"If you only knew the power of the dark side."

"Forget the bird... follow the river."

"Alas... earwax."

I love purple!
Um... whatever.
No thank you.

Go away.
I don't know.

You are suddenly attacked by three vampires. What do you do?
Stake them. Duh.
Are they hot?
Become a vampire?

The vampires change their mind and try to sell you on religious pamphlets. Now what do you do?
Stake them. Now I'm irritated.
Take some pamphlets.
Give them my own pamphlets.

Give Uncle Dooku a hug!!

Suck hot lead, vacuum cleaner salesman!!

My haiku can beat up your haiku!

Ooh baby baby.... yeah baby...

Stop that... it's silly.

Nobody cares who your daddy is...

Now go away before a house falls on you too!

The End.

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 5:19 PM |

White Christmas

Oh snowed like a beautiful, frozen over hell. And I loved every second of it! Matt and I were harvesting snow off his car to but away in his freezer and save for Phillip (in Atlanta) and Lisa (in Vermont). It was beautiful. So beautiful. Annie, Danny and I went sleding on the hills at Dunbar in laundry baskets. Twas wonderful. But all the snow has melted away by now. Here's what I got for Christmas:

Nintendo DS (the new gameboy thing with the touch screen)
Harry Potter PoA IN GERMAN!
A pretty Necklace
The DVD of the Sword Seminar I went to
The Cowboy Bebop Movie
An orange Hat and matching Scarf
$50 from Granny (Dad's side)
$50 from Grandma (Mom's side)
...AND MUCH MUCH MORE!!! (because I can't remember it now)

I went shopping the money I got the other day and this is what I bought:

A David Bowie shirt
A Cowboy Bebop shirt (With Spike on it!)
Ceres: Celestial Legend #4 (Manga)
Hot Gimmick #7 (Manga)
Trigun #4 (Manga)
A button w/ Darth Vadar on it that says "You have failed me for the last time."
A button w/ Donnie Darko on it that says "They made me do it"
A button w/ Jack Sparrow on it
A key chain w/ Boba Fett on it
Some Gardenia Lily Body wash stuff
SOAP!(Tyler Durden says USE SOAP.)

And now I have $24 left. ^-^ Go me.

I spent the night at Annie the other day. Manuel Annie and I played LotR Trivial Pursuit until 1am when we got bored and decided that Manuel won (because we helped him through it the whole time). While Annie was digging through her clothes looking for pajama pants she threw a shirt at me and said "Here. Phillip's shirt." So yeah, Phillip, I've got your shirt. *weeps* I miss Phillip! T_T! *agony*misery*woe*!

The Lexapro hasn't been doing a whole lot. No side effects. No actual effects. I had a huge depression thing yesterday. It was sad. Annie and I got into a spat because I wouldn't play capture the flag with everyone else. So I roamed the streets around Jamie's house until they finished. Merf. Whatever.

My feet are cold. o.O. I want to watch Trigun but I'm too lazy. I want to do something. Anything really. But I'm still too lazy. And there's no one online to talk to. Well, people are only, but they're all Away or Busy. So merf. I'm gonna go read fanfic. I need to write a new chapter for the one I posted anyways. Later, kids.

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 1:50 PM |

Sunday, December 19, 2004


Took a quiz that was on Blue's blog. Got the same result as him.

Trauma. Poor, depressed child... Something really
bad happened to you... let me give you a hug!

..:What's your psychological problem?:.. ( Anime Pictures )
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Red high-heels!
Red high-heels! Hot temper and passionated your
shoes are like your heart ^^

..:What kind of Anime Shoes would you wear?:.. ( Girls only & Anime Pictures )
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The Bride!
The Bride!

..: What 'Kill Bill Vol.1' Character are you most like? :.. ( Has pics! )
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Your card is 'Temperance'!
Temperance! The card of patience, compromise
ability and adjustment.

..:What's your personal Tarot Card?:.. ( Anime Pictures )
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Water! You're a very sensitive person who can
almost smell it when someone around you feel
bad. Maybe you're a dreamer but you always care
for your friends and family! Great, your
element is Water!

..:Which of the 4 Elements is yours?:.. ( Anime Pictures )
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..:What type of girl are you?:.. ( Anime Pictures )
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You're like a kiss on the forehead!
Kiss on the forehead!

..: What kind of Kiss are you? :.. ( Anime Pictures )
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(> ")>

Jenny :~: 8:53 PM |

*Yawns* *Aches*

Came home from Makbeth around 3:30. Pass out in my bed. Woke up to take cough syrup. Was wary of taking medicine from my mother. Decided not to care about it. Went back to sleep. Didn't dream. Woke up at 7:18. Got on the computer at 7:20. My head hurts and I'm hungry. I don't like being at my house. I really don't like it. I don't trust these people anymore and I don't want to be so close to them. Anyways. Surfed a few blogs. Would like to say that Mrs. Bayer effin' loves me and I'm damn proud of it. Sucks to be the people she doesn't like.

I watched 'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind' last night at 3am. Loved it. Made it my new religion. *ish creepy*. There's a quote in it that I want to post but I don't remember it. And I'm too lazy to go looking for it. But just know that it exists.

This is the first time I've been hungry in 2 days. Yesterday all I ate was 2 cookies and half of a hot dog. And some random snacks at Lisa's because I needed something to do. Today I had spagetti. Mom made me have some chicken before I left for the show. Cut off the smallest piece I could, popped it in my mouth and went to wait for her in the van. So now my stomache kinda hurts and I'm kinda hungry. But I don't want to eat. I think I might throw up whatever I eat.

I like this idea of sleeping through most of the day. It's nice. And mom will let me sleep if she comes in my room to check on me and I'm passed out. Ugh. It's only 7:46. People won't go to bed here until 11 so I've got 3 more hours and 14 more minutes to ninja around the house and avoid interaction. I don't think that mom realizes that she made a mistake. All well.

Brittany and I wanted to go see National Treasure some time. She was going to call when she got off of work. I hope I didn't sleep through her call...I really want to go tonight. I'd be willing to pay for her ticket as well at this point.

Nobody's online. Thinking of calling Phillip but I don't want to bother him... Thinking of calling Matt, but I don't want to bother him either... Ok, well, sucking it up, getting over my paranoia, and assuming that everyone doesn't hate me.

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 7:36 PM |

Saturday, December 18, 2004


crap happened. I don't feel good about. That's all.

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 4:31 PM |

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Stealing Ben's Title: 3...2...1 Let's Jam.

I took this, like, 3 times because a lot of the answers applied

my cowboy bebop theme song is blue

what's your cowboy bebop theme song?

my cowboy bebop theme song is road to the west

what's your cowboy bebop theme song?

my cowboy bebop theme song is tank!

what's your cowboy bebop theme song?

Ok, these are the 3 I took in all seriousness. A lot of the answers applied to me so it was hard. I really love 'Tank!' it's a great song. Road to the West and Blue are friggin' awesome too.

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 7:28 PM |

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Quizzy Time!


Who exactly ARE you? (AnImE PiCs)
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Yay! I'm the green one! With the bunny! Yay for the bunny-kins!

The Wanderer...

What was your job in a past life? (LOTS of results & Anime Pics)
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You are mediocre, below average. *throws potato
salad at screen*

Did you fail at life?
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Which Owl From Harry Potter Are You?
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and now I'm done.

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 3:12 PM |


Wow...people think I'm, I was joking about the hanging thing and the all joy being gone from my life because of the new voice actor on Ranma...Apparently people don't realize that my jokes tend to be morbid...merf. o.O Really. My self-preservation instinct is far too strong to be taken down by my depression. I'd never kill myself.

And about my depression. Ignore it. I bitch and complain sometimes, but I'll get over it. I'll try to keep the whiny posts off of the blog but I screw up sometimes. Sowwies. Bleh.

I think I want to change my template again. I found a Link template and it was like "SQUEE!!!!!!"

I've been looking around on ebay for seasons 4-7 of Ranma so I can watch them with subtitles instead of the dubbed (the ones I have only have dubbed). Oh, and Ranma is the one about the martial artist who turns into a girl when he's spashed with cold water. I didn't know it had a game to it...(I would be putting this in the comments thing but my internet security won't let me open it because of the bad words, lol.)

Stuff with Mom: I usually really like my mom. We get along really well about 90% of the time. But she's been having, like, nervous breakdowns lately and it's like she's either ignoring me or yelling at me, so stuff with us is not so good anymore. Anywho. I'm done here. I'm going to see Ocean's 12 with her in a bit, so I've got History that needs doing between now and then. Later kiddies.

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 1:14 PM |

Saturday, December 11, 2004

All The Joy In My Life Is Gone.

Remember how I said I thought watching Ranma would make me happier? Well. I thought the world hated me. And then I got to season 4...

They got a new voice actor to do Ranma. And he sounds horrible...One of the things I loved the most about Ramna was the voice actors they got to do the english dubbed. I always held Ranma 1/2 as the best english dubbing ever. The voices fit the characters so well, ESPECIALLY Ranma's. I loved Ranma's voice actor. And I HATE the new one. I can't get myself to enjoy an episode now. I don't think I can handle watching the rest of the series with this new voice actor...I'm going to go hang myself now. Bye kids.

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 10:55 PM |

I danced in an Anorexic, British, Cripple dog costume for $100. And I liked it.

"Ok, this post is getting deleted because I was being a whiny little bitch and some one should have slapped me for it."

That basically sums up my thoughts. I hate it when I'm stupid. Next time I do that, throw something at me.

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 9:24 PM |

Friday, December 10, 2004

Bujinkan Budo Taijustu. Say that 10 times fast.

Today started out meh and ended up awesome. We finally got Mr. White to let us have a couch in the drama room. Zach and I named it Cosette and promptly fell asleep on it. Then Ella made me get paint on my juijitsu pants. Grr. Very Grr. Those are my favorite pants...ever...Anywho, I got to spend a lot of time with Phillip today and that made me a happy Jenny ^-^ *glee*! We had a rehearsal thing for the Raggs thing at the mall and the guy who was walking us through everything was freakin' hilarious. In the middle of one of the run-throughs, I heard this noise and looked over at him and he was on one of those big blue lift-y machine-y thingys and he was driving it around and playing with it. Freakin' hilarious. Anywho, well, I've made good friends with the Jesus fan in Phillip's truck. It blocks out the sun. It's wonderful. If Phillip were Annie, I'd have ninja-ed it from him and claimed it as my own by now. So when I got home, because of the rehearsal making me late and all, I was all in a rush to get to Ninjitsu, but I had the best class ever today. It was only Sensei, Ken and I, so it was awesome. Things started to make sense. Once I got used to not over-thinking everything I was doing, it started to come easier to me. I learned so much and not just techniques and stuff, but Ken and Sensei talked a lot about the philosophy and theology behind the Bujinkan and the characters we have on our patches. It was really awesome. I feel enlightened. And I got a free T-shirt and rope. A rope to hide in Darby. Darby is once again haboring my weapons. I should store some dental floss in him, but I don't think I will. As Sensei was telling us, dental floss can be really dangerous. You can take someone's head off with dental floss. Really. You can. Anywho. I feel like I just got back from a spiritual trip, like a church retreat, but better. Because I'm not fond of church activies. Unless it's Bandina. And Dean is our teacher. And Lisa, Julie, Angela, Sarah and I are all in the same cabin. But that's beside the point. My day was really great, with the Phillipness and the ninjaness. And the couch and the fan and new shirt and new rope. Well, I'm off to pester things. Laters. ^-^

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 9:23 PM |

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

El Happy List-O Loco.

If Im Not Made For You Then Why Does My Heart Tell Me That I Am says:
I dont know its like I'll read about something and people will be like these are the people I love
If Im Not Made For You Then Why Does My Heart Tell Me That I Am says:
*list of people*
If Im Not Made For You Then Why Does My Heart Tell Me That I Am says:
*Annie ish not on the list*
If Im Not Made For You Then Why Does My Heart Tell Me That I Am says:
*sad face*
Geese, Villian? says:
Matt had such a list. I was on it. It made me happy and all special-feeling
If Im Not Made For You Then Why Does My Heart Tell Me That I Am says:
If Im Not Made For You Then Why Does My Heart Tell Me That I Am says:
Im never on happy lists
If Im Not Made For You Then Why Does My Heart Tell Me That I Am says:
Im on the "you suck Annie" list
Geese, Villian? says:
i don't think I have a happy list. But if I did, you'd be on it.
Geese, Villian? says:
in fact, I'll go make one now.

And I did.

The Happy List:



er...I don't really have any other friends...if I left you off, tell me.

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 9:30 PM |

And Then Stuff Happened. And Now I'm All Depressed... What else is new?...

Well, the first of the stuff was grades. My grades have dropped significantly because of various reasons that I don't have the time or energy to go into. Let's just face it: I'm a lazy bum and I'll never get around to making myself focus long enough to work enough to receive anything close to an impressive GPA. I'm stupid and destined to spend my college days at BC. Moving on. Ok, so originally I had an appointment to meet with my psychiatrist, Mrs. Jamison, so that I can get psychoanalyzed and given some drugs to keep myself from flipping out and going suicidal every time something bad happens, then it was canceled and moved to December 7th; today. The people called yesterday and told us that that appointment, as well, is canceled because Mrs. Jamison is sick. On account of Mrs. Jamison planning to retire after this year, my parents decided to find a new psychiatrist some where down here instead of in Galvaston. WEEEELL, Dad spent 5 hours on the phone trying to find one down here, and ended up talking to Mrs. Jamison's people again. I've got ANOTHER appointment next tuesday...

$20 says it'll be canceled before or on Monday.

Lots more to this rant, but because of my lack of caring, I'm not up to going into it anymore. Plus I've got a self-pity-ing party scheduled for 9:45. Then the self-loathing party. Then I'll have my brother come down from college and show me how much better he is than me at EVERYTHING. I think that would be a perfect conclusion to my day. So all and all, since of done a wonderful number on myself and depressed-ed all the energy out of me just with sheer negativity: Byes.

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 8:51 PM |

Friday, December 03, 2004

And Odd Mixture of Concern, Joy and Stomache Pains...

My day was pretty much that. A good friend of mine came to me today with some stuff. I'm really glad she did but I'm concerned for her. I'm not sure I gave her good enough advice, I mean, I was kind of giving her the generic stuff...I wish I could deal with people well. I get so sad when one of my friends, especially one of my few close ones, is hurt. I don't have a whole lot of friends, but the ones I have I care for a lot, so I was thinking about her all day. Then during a test in chemistry my stomache decided it didn't like me and died. Well, not really died. It wouldn't have hurt nearly as much if it had just died. No, it was like it set fire to itself. Or turned itself into a mace. Or one of those spike-y fish that get all fat when they blow up. Anywho, it was bad. Then while I was laying in a pile on the floor of the drama room, trying to make the pain go away, my friend came up to me and I really wanted to talk to her somemore but i couldn't effin' move because everytime I did, it hurt like hell. So I was sad for that as well. Then on the way to Annie's truck, Matt drove up and told me that he asked Lisa out and she said yes, so I was really happy for him. I jumped about, then realized it was hurting, then stopped. And then mentally jumped around. I was REALLY happy for him because he's been so down lately, i was really glad to see him happy, but I'm still really concerned about my other friend that came to talk to me... She's not doing so well and it's gets to me so much because I don't know how to help her...merf. I'm gonna go find a corner and switch between weeping and cheering...

(> ")>

Jenny :~: 11:25 PM |